I haven’t posted here for a long while. Perhaps I will again, just to get this out where the person in question won’t be reading it. So I can calm down about it. 

She’s supposed to be my best friend, but she’s been treating me really, really poorly. I forgive her every time, too, and tell her it’s okay that she was being so unkind. 

But I just about lost my shit on her when she said she was giving me the benefit of the doubt that I’d stop being a jerk.

What. 

This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. This is breaking me. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry.